Ever since conception I seen this silver light around my daughter. If you have followed my blog you already know this is partially how I discovered I was pregnant. There were times in my pregnancy that let my fear take ahold of me and I would place my hand on my stomach and see her light and know she was alright. It gave me faith when I needed it most. After she was born I continued to see this light. Its always around her.
In the beginning I thought this was a light of creation. A light that maybe babies have and their connection with mother. But after seeing this light around her constantly I realized a couple months ago it was her.
My mom wonders allot if my daughter is gifted. She has wondered this since finding out I was pregnant. Inside I have known for a while that she is. I don’t know how she is gifted but in my heart I know it for a fact. I hope that I will be able to help her when she discovers she is different. Perhaps my gifts are meant to help her.
When I was little I knew I was different for as long as I can remember. It was a very matter of fact. I remember as early as six talking to my mom about how I had to help people so I could be an angel. I was obsessed with being an angel. My mom thought it was abnormal but just blew it off as back in the 80’s talk like this was no common. She realized as I got older that something was incredibly different and then mapped it all the way back to even her pregnancy with me being different.
When I was young I relied on mom 110%. I felt she was the ONLY one that could ever understand me and believe me. She was the only person I decided to open up to until I was 29. She became more then a mother or a best friend she become part of me. And I feel I am tied to her at a spiritual level.
I don’t know the path for my daughter but I do know that I will also be there to help her. I have no idea why my family is the way we are but these different gifts have been passed down through generation. To our knowledge mine is currently the most in depth one. But I feel maybe my daughters will be stronger yet.