and they wondered if she was special too

Ever since conception I seen this silver light around my daughter. If you have followed my blog you already know this is partially how I discovered I was pregnant. There were times in my pregnancy that let my fear take ahold of me and I would place my hand on my stomach and see her light and know she was alright. It gave me faith when I needed it most. After she was born I continued to see this light. Its always around her.

In the beginning I thought this was a light of creation. A light that maybe babies have and their connection with mother. But after seeing this light around her constantly I realized a couple months ago it was her.
My mom wonders allot if my daughter is gifted. She has wondered this since finding out I was pregnant. Inside I have known for a while that she is. I don’t know how she is gifted but in my heart I know it for a fact. I hope that I will be able to help her when she discovers she is different. Perhaps my gifts are meant to help her.

When I was little I knew I was different for as long as I can remember.  It was a very matter of fact.  I remember as early as six talking to my mom about how I had to help people so I could be an angel.  I was obsessed with being an angel.  My mom thought it was abnormal but just blew it off as back in the 80’s talk like this was no common.  She realized as I got older that something was incredibly different and then mapped it all the way back to even her pregnancy with me being different.

When I was young I relied on mom 110%.  I felt she was the ONLY one that could ever understand me and believe me.  She was the only person I decided to open up to until I was 29.  She became more then a mother or a best friend she become part of me.  And I feel I am tied to her at a spiritual level.

I don’t know the path for my daughter but I do know that I will also be there to help her.  I have no idea why my family is the way we are but these different gifts have been passed down through generation.  To our knowledge mine is currently the most in depth one.  But I feel maybe my daughters will be stronger yet.

Silver aura’s are exceptionally gifted.  Only time will tell I suppose but my little silver flower continues to blossom with everyday.images

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4 responses to “and they wondered if she was special too

  • herongrace

    She sounds like a wonderful child to a special mother who she chose before birth. Why don’t you get an astrology reading done for her? It could answer some of your questions and show up your daughter’s mission here.

    • whitetikona

      Hi Herongrace, Thank you very much for the nice comments! I actually already did her star chart. Shortly after she was born. It mapped out her personality and traits but nothing about her mission. I would be anxious like you to find out her mission but I’m nervous because I don’t want to unintentionally shape her future by what I’m told. I feel torn about it.

      • herongrace

        You are obviously a wonderful parent. I understand what you are saying. Her north node sign, house and aspects will give you some background. South node where she has come from. Of course you do not want to influence her, but to maybe assist if you notice her interests and what she naturally gravitates towards. Perhaps later involving her in the local library where she can borrow materials that interest her. Cheers! x

      • whitetikona

        You know I never thought about it like that. Thank you so much for the enlightenment! You are right. It’s like knowing what tools to provide someone with after finding out what they would like the build. Thank you!

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